So stressed about Spanish. Literally am going to have to haul ass tomorrow after school to get an A in this class.
Getting into college.
Loving someone even though in the long run it hurts you.
Trying to master a musical instrument.
Not going off on everyone.
Trying not to get sent to hell if there is one.
I just want to go to a college away from here. I hope I didn’t ruin all of that for myself. I hope my entire future isn’t ruined by my mistake.
It hurts when I see you. I see all of my lost hopes and all of the love I gave you. It hurts even more when I know that I can still feel that love for you in my heart.